Friday, December 3, 2004

You are just too cute for words! Fluffy, adorable
and altogether kawaii

Which member of the Neko Hordes are you?
brought to you by Quizilla // 11:51 p.m.

Friday, December 3, 2004
I've come to realize that my beasts aren't that small. In fact, they are rather pleasant and ripe. If I were wearing a corset, they would be plump and lucious indeed.

I've been swimming with my Japanese teacher and slept in the science building. I've pranced in the snow with the Jamacans and come to realize that students keep the same schedule as janitors. Five is a happy time. It's bright and cheerful. I like it much better than three. At five, even the truckers are asleep. // 05:19 a.m.

Sunday, November 21, 2004
I am not a very emotional person. Especially not lately... Though, I suppose when I do have feeling, don't hide them too much. It's not like I am above bursting into tears in costume design class public. That's not to say that that also might not be something calculated on my part. Sometimes I think I know exactly when to cry to make it better. I know exactly how to act to make everyone believe. I don't even know what to believe myself. Am I real? Does everyone feel calculated?

I am a gleeming metal machine of wires and chips. *beep*

I am an urban cowboygirl. (What does it mean?)

I am a lover liar student superhero girl.

Will you but some crack? // 11:43 p.m.

Wednesday, November 17, 2004
<3<3<3

So, I'm busy coughing, coughing, coughing. I have a cold and I didn't sleep last night, so the world is a bit wiggly. My hand is small, and at 3, I become very paranoid. Thank god for Thanksgiving.

I can't remember the last time I posted or what I said... Oh well. I was made make up assistant, though! I'm not sure why, having no experience with make up in the least. Learning is great, though! I can but my knew found knowledge to good use!

I need a shower.

Miss AB and I went to a sex toys workshop, which was oh so fun for me! I didn't actaully learn anything new, but it was great seeing Anna react. I wanted to bring Catherine, but she had rehersal. I think a sex toy workshop would do her good! Well, we put a condom under her pillow, atleast, and Anna has decided that sex toys are a good investment! Yaaay for life! // 01:00 p.m.

Sunday, October 31, 2004
Mmm, my life is full of nervous breakdowns and paintball, but I can't say that I don't enjoy it. Now, if only we had toilet paper in the upstairs bathroom...

I have all my people drawn but I want to redo them on different paper... Talk about making more work for myself! No wonder I have nervous breakdowns! Jule's opinion means so much to me, though. And I can't stand the thought of not living up to her expectations. I think my expectations for myself are higher, but I'm used to falling short. When I fall short of her's though, it makes me want to meet mine. So here's to costuming and crying and paintball.

Paintball... do it! It's the most exercise I've had all year. My legs sting and ache, but I can't say that I mind! Even the vague bruises are my friends! I am sporting war wounds and I'm ever so proud! // 10:42 p.m.

Saturday, October 23, 2004
I decided to make a layout with less pictures! I loved Miyavi, but he was too big to fit in this world. // 05:27 p.m.

Wednesday, October 6, 2004
And I roll my eyes.

I have no time at all lately, and being the strange person that I am, I love it!! I'm so busy, and never have time, but I feel so productive! I am creating! Working! Trying! So good... It makes free time even better.

Well, I am now costuming a 700! So cool! It's called "Culture Shock" and is about, well, culture shock. Elizabeth wass inspired when she went to China, so the play has a asian theme with silks and reds. A lot of the play is in Chinese because she wants others to understand through means other than words. It's about absorbing a language, the initial confusion, and accpecting it as part of you. I haven't read it yet, but it sounds cool! It isn't approved yet, but I think it's a really great concept, so they better approve it!

It's fall now! I miss my summer! I do get some sort of perverse joy out of venturing outside in clothing that won't keep me nearly warm enough, though. I think I like to show off my New England stength to those losers from warm places. They have nice weather year round, they deserve to suffer a little. // 12:40 a.m.