Tuesday, October 9, 2001 // 02:42 p.m.

I hate you and you. And you. I hate you for doing so much without me and inviting me but not caring enough to bring me or even explain the situation. I hate you because you never consider me. I hate you because I thought we were friends. And for not including me in your life or your plans. And I hate you the most because I don't, can't and won't hate you. I just can't bring myself to hate you. And I hate you because you seem to know this and take advantage of my nature at every turn. I hate you for never apologizing. And for always expecting me to. And I hate you because you'll act as if this never happened; like it doesn't matter; like I don't matter. And maybe I don't. And maybe I hate you for making me feel that way. But maybe that doesn't matter either.

Friday, October 5, 2001 // 05:23 p.m.

I was just sitting here and I suddenly found myself envisioning Brad Crawford... dressed as Shingo-Mama. ::weeps insanely::

Thursday, October 4, 2001 // 08:58 p.m.

Right... I told Cheez I would blog today, so I am! Whoo! And I am currently losing a game of pool on yahoo! Damn!!!

My daddy was attacked by the Dip Nazi!!!! She yell, "You can't have my dip!!!"

The cooking teacher quit after three days because the voc kids drove him nuts. So now we have a sub... who can't cook. She the most inadept person I have ever seen in my life. It's amazing!

Monday was my birthday!!!!!!! I'm 17!!!! Whoo! ::dances::

I had to drive yesterday. I was so scared, but I didn't hit anything so I'm happy.

Saturday, September 29, 2001 // 07:51 p.m.

I'm so sleepy. Funny things happened at the Big E, but I have a headache, so I'll rant about it later...